MAG-ARAL AY HINDI BIRO.

Yung susukatin mo palang kung gaano ka-kapal 'yung babasahin mo, napapagod ka na. Iniisip mo kung ilang oras na naman ang tulog mo o kung meron pa ba. Pagod na pagod ka sa school pero pag-uwi mo, kakain lang, tapos aral na naman. Antok na antok ka na pero alam mong kapag natulog ka, babagsak ka. Kaya, "Sleep is for the weak" ang motto mo.

Ilang tasa na rin ng kape kada araw ang nauubos mo, gaano na rin kaya kataas ang nerbyos mo? Nakakayamot gumising ng maaga araw-araw, no? Bago ka matulog libro at hand-outs na ang kaharap mo, pati pag gising, sila-sila pa rin ang nakikita mo. Nakakaumay na, no? Yung tipong ayaw mo na ngang gumala eh, yung tipong wala ka nang ibang hiling, ang tanging gusto mo nalang ay ang matulog. Magkaroon ng mahabang-mahabang tulog. Tulog na walang iistorbo sayo. Tulog na peaceful at walang iniisip na, "Ay! Pucha! May re-reviewhin pa pala ako."

Pero go lang nang go. Habang kumakain ka nasa school man o sa bahay, di mo maiwasang hindi mag-basa. Kahit nasa byahe pa, minsan, pati sa banyo habang dumudumi, nag-babasa na rin. Para kang pabebe girl na, "Walang makakapigil sa'kin." Hangga't mayroong oras, mayroong oras para mag-aral, why not? Bakit hindi?

Nakakapagod. Minsan, di maiwasang mapa-pikit habang nagtuturo si Prof sa klase. Minsan, gusto mo nalang tulugan ang lahat. Palaging sabaw lalo na kapag kakatapos lang ng exams. Yung feeling na parang naubos yung utak mo, hinigop ng mga exams mo. Kapag tatawid, wala ng pakialam kung mabubunggo ka, "Pucha, bahala na. Pagod na ako sa mundo" feeling. Nakakapagod, oo.

Pero wala kang karapatang sumuko. Ngayon pa ba, beshie? Sa dami nang pinagdaanan mo, ngayon pa? Walang susuko. WALAAAAA! Immortal tayo! Nag-enroll tayo, ibig sabihin, committed na tayo. Hindi tayo tutulad sa iba na walang isang salita at basta-basta nalang sumusuko. (charot!) Wala nang ayawan 'to.

Eyebags man at tigyawat ang forever sayo, later on, worth-it naman ang resulta ng makapal na eyebags at mga tigyawat mo, lalo na kapag suot mo na ang toga mo.

Trust me, mamimiss mo yan once na grumaduate ka, kaya i-enjoy mo lang.

ALUMNA
2010
IAS
FEU Manila

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- She's jealous and insecure of every girl.
- She's doesn't easily get jealous because she has a trust on you.

- She wants ALL of your time.
- She can understand that it's not always HER all the time.

- She's still jealous at your ex.
- She's not jealous because she knows that past is past, there is nothing to be jealous about because she already have you.

- She doesn't want to tell you the reason why she got mad, she always wants you to figure it out.
- She will tell you the reason why she got mad because she knows that you're not a mind reader and communication is important in a relationship.

- She always wants to start a petty argument just because she is bored.
- She doesn't want to argue with you, because she knows that it is not healthy.

- She's making you feel that you are not enough for her, or you are not good enough as person, you are a failure.
- She will not let you to feel those things, if you failed, she's there to motivate and inspire you, she will not pull you down, she will help you to be a better person.

- She hates all of your friends and she wants you to leave them. (non-B.I)
- She will treat them as her friends, too. She will try love the people that you love.

- She wants to get rid of your hobbies (computer games, basketball, etc) so you could focus on her.
- She is not a hindrance. She's happy to whatever makes you happy, she's there to support you all the way.

- She's always making status against you on her social media.
- She keeps everything in private, being mad at you is not a reason to shame you to other people.

- She usually threatens you that she will leave you and will look for another guy.
- She will never tell you those things.

- She will ask you to buy her own things.
- She will not ask you to buy her things, she will buy them using her own money. She knows that you're her boyfriend, not an ATM, nor a sugar daddy.

Blonde
2013
IABF
FEU Manila

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KABUTAS

"Hindi ko lubusang matanggap na nagkaroon ako nang bagsak. First year palang ako + 1st sem palang tapos may bagsak na?? And to think, minor subject yung binaksak ko. Sobrang nasaktan ako nung nalaman kong bagsak ako sa History. So tinake ko sya noong Summer 2015. Magaling yung naging professor ko sa History. Ang bait bait nya at ang dami nyang alam tungkol sa kasaysayan ng Pilipinas. Oo medyo maloko yung prof ko pero sinusugurado ko na pagkatapos ng klase may matutunan ka skanya.

* fast forward *

On going na yung pre-final exam namin nun tapos nag che-check sya ng quiz papers namin nung nakaraan. Yung quiz namin na yun eh Essay type. Nagbanggit sya ng tao o kaya yung eksenang nangyari sa kasaysayan ng Pilipinas tapos i-explain mo kung ano nangyari sa event na yun. Aminado akong hindi ako nakapag basa ng libro kaya yung iba kong sagot out of the world..

Tahimik at seryoso kaming lahat habang nagtatake ng exam. Tapos yung prof ko bigla nalang tumawa at sinabi na,

"" HAHAHAHAH alam kong pinapatawa lang ako ng anak kong ito. Siguro alam nyang pagod na ako.. HAHAHAHAH *binasa nya yung sagot ko* ""

"" The Battle of Tirad Pass - many soldiers marched the mountain then they killed each other, bang bang here, bang bang there, bang bang everywhere. Many people died and canyon tanks scattered ""

Jusmiyo "" many soldiers marched the mountain "" palang ang narinig ko eh napatigil na ako sa pagsulat at hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko dahil hiyang hiya ako sa prof ko. Hanggang sa nagtawanan na yung buong klase so tumawa na rin ako grabe yung tawa ko pigil na pigil tapos napatingin ako sa prof ko eyes to eyes na kami natatawa talaga sya pati ako todo ngiti nalang. Binanggit nya pa ulit yung, "" BANG BANG HERE, BANG BANG THERE, BANG BANG EVERYWHERE. "" Sobrang thankful ako skanya dahil hindi nya binanggit sa klase kung kaninong paper yun. Thank you rin kasi binigyan nya pa ng 1 point yung sagot ko.

PS: Binabati ko yung mga KABUTAS members dyan alam nyo na kung bakit KABUTAS ang title nito HAHAHAH *insert secret handshake* ;)
"

Bang Bang
2013
IAS
FEU Manila

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Signs You’re Dating An Insecure Woman

Insecurity is the root of a lot of issues in relationships. You’ve undoubtedly heard it said before that solid relationships are built on trust.

But here’s the thing about insecurity: It can be cured. So if you really like this girl, you should try to help her build up her self-esteem, and there’s a good chance that will fix the problem. Encourage her to have a life of her own. Examine your own behavior and see if you’re contributing to the issue. We’re all works in progress, and sometimes we need some help to become the best people we can be.

So if she demonstrates any of the signs below, don’t bail right away. Help her out. It might be the best thing you ever did. Either that, or you’ll end up in a living hell. Life is full of gambles.

1. Jealousy
- It’s flattering when your woman is jealous. It’s proof that she cares about you. A little is fine and perfectly normal, but you should be able to tell when she’s moving into bunny-boiler territory.

2. She Thinks Every Other Woman Is Out To Steal You Away From Her
- Like I mentioned, it’s flattering when someone thinks you’re the shit, but don’t believe the hype. You’re not that special.

3. She Inserts Herself Into Every Conversation You Have With A Woman
- Most of us can tell when we’re being flirted with, but an insecure woman assumes every conversation you have with someone of the opposite sex is going to lead to you dumping her for an upgrade, so she always swoops in to intervene.

4. She Accuses You Of Ogling Every Attractive Woman You See
- This is difficult to defend against, because after all, you are a man. We’re always checking women out, but unless you’re a complete douche, you’re probably not drooling with your eyes popping out of your head, and that’s basically what she’s accusing you of.

5. She Needs To Know Your Exact Whereabouts At All Times
- And God help you if you’re not where you said you’re going to be.

6. She Looks Through Your Phone
- She’s more aware of your texts and missed calls than you are.

7. She Goes Through Your Internet Search History
- If she finds any porn or — oh, shit — that you’ve visited a dating site (even if it was just a pop-up ad), you are screwed.

8. She’s Constantly Seeking Validation
- “Do you love me?” “Do you think I’m pretty?” “I’m smart, right?” Like you’re going to answer “no” to any of these questions, anyway. Solicited compliments have no real value, but she feeds on them.

9. Guilt Trips
- If you’re doing something without her, she’ll probably “let” you, but you’re going to hear about how she feels left out.

10. She Compliments Herself
- When she reminds you of how lucky you are to have her, she’s really telling you the opposite.

11. She Drives Wedges Between Your Friends And Family
- She wants to be the only person in your life, so she methodically attempts to alienate you from everyone you care about.

12. She’s Bossy And Domineering
- This is just an attempt to control the relationship, and by extension, you. She’s making all the decisions in an effort to limit your options.

13. She’s Clingy
-We all want to feel needed by our partners, but we also want some degree of independence. Not her. When she’s in a relationship, there is no “you” or “I,” only “we” and “us.”

14. She Freaks Out If You Don’t Answer A Text
- Sometimes we’re too busy to answer right away, and then we forget. She’ll make you feel like you just left your baby in the grocery store.

15. She Pops In
- If she shows up at your home, your school or guy’s night out, it’s not because she wanted to give you a pleasant surprise. It’s because she expected to catch you doing something you shouldn’t.

Credit: Wallstreetinsanity

Insecure 100%
2012
IAS
FEU Manila

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